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What is your favorite quote?
I don't have one favorite quote, but I quite like "There are some things you can't share without ending up liking each other, and knocking out a twelve foot mountain troll is one of them."

"I hope your life leads you back I my door but if it don't stay beautiful"

Dear Chris,

When we go into our English final on Tuesday, it will most likely be the last class I have with you. You're a senior and what are the chances that, out of 3000 students, we end up being in another class together next semester? But I want to make sure you know that you are beautiful. Your eyes sparkle with this light that I have ever seen before. And I have met a lot of people, seen a lot of eyes. When you talk, there is this slight clumsyness. You may put on this air of "I'm so confident and popular" but when you talk there is some insecurity, like you are afraid of saying something wrong. You are brilliant at reading plays. You must have inherited that from your grandfather. God you are funny. You can take the slightest comment and make it in to a beautifully flawless joke. You have the ability to make any girl turn to jello with one look. I don't know if you know this, you probably do, but when you comment on what I am wearing, you make my week. You wanna know why I wear that sweater so often? Cuz every time I do, you compliment it. And I live for those comments. I may just be some girl you sat next to in English to you, but to me, you're The Chris L. The guy I have liked since I was 14. The guy that can make me so nervous I feel like I'm going to throw up. The guy who, for reasons I will probably never understand, yelled "watch out!" at me in the hallway. The guy that heard me mention that my dad is British once and then referenced it when I refused to sing in English. The guy that makes me want to do very unladylike things to him. The guy who I stay up late at night thinking about. God I lurve you. If we never talk again while we are In high school, I hope that one day I am walking down the street and see a tall handsome man and realize it is you. I hope that I stop you and we reminisce about old times. I hope I get the courage to tell you how I felt about you. Cuz this insecure 16 year old girl will never tell you. But maybe the confident woman of my future will.


Do you ever wonder why you get out of bed in the morning?

There is no higher rule that says that you HAVE to get out of bed and so stuff. Yet everyday people all over the world get up at dawn and go do whatever. Why? You really don't have to go to school. Miss a test? Make it up. It doesn't matter. Have work? You can take a day off. What MAKES you get out of bed and do anything?

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I can wait until I have my own room.

I am currently living in a tiny house with 2 small bedrooms. One is for my parents, the other for me and my sister. Because of this arrangement, I cant have any light of any sort on while my sister is asleep. So if I want to tool around on tumblr or something before i go to bed, I have to do it under the covers, on my phone. And it's really annoying ciz I have to stick my head out every minute or do cuz it gets hard to breathe. Sigh.

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Writer's Block: Hello, World!
What is your earliest memory?
I think my earliest memory was walking in the middle of the street with my best friend drinking Coolaid. I was about 2, maybe 3 because my sister wasn't born yet. I was living in Georgia. I thought I was so badass (or whatever the 3 year old version of badass is) because I was walking in the middle of the street. I think we were in matching sweaters... I remember it being a bit foggy. 


So. Chris. The perfect human being. He is a year older than me. I have had a crush on him for three years, since I was a freshman and he was a sophomore. I was at my friend's house getting ready to go to a battle of the bands and she showed me a picture of her date's friends who was going to be there. I thought he was cute. She kept telling me how cute we would look together. I brushed it off until I got the battle of the bands. We walked in and there he was standing, the best looking kid I had ever seen. I didn't talk to him that night, besides apologizing for bumping him (my friend had pushed me into him, she thought it would start a conversation). I actually didn't talk to him until October of my sophomore year. But that doesn't really count. I had a party and me and all my friends were sitting in the bounce house, and my friends boyfriend (the date from earlier) decided we were going to prank call him. He didn't pick up so we left a super long obnoxious message on his voicemail. At the end of the voicemail, my friend decided to say "Oh you know that girl who sits right in front of you in math class? Shes been in love with you for two years!" After a bit he called back and he was talking on speakerphone and revealed that he was high as a kite. Yup he is one of those kids. I don't care though. Its fine. I felt relieved until he said "Yeah I remember everything when I am high. So some girl likes me?" and that is when Brian shoved the phone at me. I said "Hi. Maybe you want to talk to me when you are sober." and hung up (I used to care if other people did drugs, now I don't give a shit). But yeah. That was our first conversation. And then I moved away and didn't talk to him for 8 months. Then I moved back and found out he was in my 8th per English class. And I just about died. I was hoping he didn't remember the call. I don't think he does, at least he had never mentioned it. But yeah, I spent the first quarter of that semester trying not to stare too much and pass English. And then one day I was walking with my friend to English and he walked up beside me and was like "You don't happen to know where you are going do you?" and I said "Nope. No clue." "Well you better get that sorted out." Then my friend left (after giving me the most obvious eyebrow wiggle ever) and we talked the entire rest of the walk. He held the door open for me. And that was that. I said hi to him occasionally in the hall and that was it. We have been talking on and off ever since. I just don't have the confidence to be like "Look I think you are so sexy and I love you" I just can't. Its an issue.

  Anyway, thats the boy I am in love with. You will hear a lot about him. Cuz hes perfect.

So I doubt that anyone will actually read this but...
Let me introduce myself. I am Siobhan. I am 16, turning 17 in March. I am currently living in a smallish town in Northern CT. I say "currently living" because I have moved 9 times. I have lived in TX, GA, AZ, CA, CT, VA and NH. I have moved to CT three times. I have moved to TX twice. The rest only once. I love Doctor Who, am currently starting Sherlock, and so far I love it. My guilty pleasures are Taylor Swift and Real Housewives of Beverly Hills. And Ben and Jerry's Phish Food ice cream. I was in a weird half relationship about a year ago that messed me up a bit. Long story short: I wanted a boyfriend, he wanted someone to mess around with. That's the only "relationship" I have ever been in. I love tumblr, and I am on there almost all the time. I will swear. If you are offended by words like shit, fuck, dick etc., leave now. And finally, I am in love with have a huge crush on a guy named Chris. My friends are starting to get a little annoyed with all of my rants about how fucking perfect he is, so I opened this account. I will probably sound like a thirteen old girl talking about Justin Beiber when I talk about Chris, but that is how I feel about him. More about him later. Hm what else? I like to stay up late on weekends. I think that's all you need to know for now. But yeah. Hi.


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